I am surfing the internet to read more about some research issues. What people have done in research in general and in my intended fields in particular is far too awesome. The more I read, the worse I feel about me, as to whether I can produce such a piece of works or whether I can be strong enough to pursue such a great job of doing research. Am I incompetent? Am I weak? I dont know.
Today my office mate defends her PhD thesis. She did it very well. She is my first nearest PhD friend, both physically and emotionally. Looking at her victory and glory, a feeling of being inferior gets deeper in me. I can somehow figure out how tough her journey has been. I believe the hardship a head for me will be so big, but passable I wish.
I wish I will get more and more enduring and capable, thanks to my endeavour and love of my beloved ones. God bless me.
Dearest Anh,
ReplyDeleteIt's the first year PhD syndrome- very common to feel lost. If you have a look at my posts in early days of my study, you will see lots of beating around the bush stuff.
You'll be alright. You are in good hand. Your day will come, keep going. If I can do it, you sure can!
^_^